oh my god i'm updating and it hasn't been 6 months to a year! o.o lol so i'm not going to new jersey. go figure. plans never seem to work out anymore... i officially moved back in with zack like 3 days after my last journal lol but we're stuck with another roommate and he sucks >.< we pay 2/3 rent for the bedroom >.> meh... what's done is done. i get vacation hours at work now =] they're willing to pay me for 6 days of not being there lol no clue what to do with the hours though.

i've been doing a lot of thinking lately. about everything and nothing all at once. i haven't done this much thinking since highschool heh. i'm starting to feel like i'm stuck... i just need a change. desperately. it's just kinda hard to do without the funds for it.

my birthday is creeping up on me. soon i'll be 21 and i'll have a reason to go out again that should be nice. i never go anywhere anymore lol oh! and i chopped my hair off again =] 7 1/2 inches gone lol no, it's not super short, but i'm thinking about getting it cut a little bit shorter. just another inch or so. 2 tops.

i pretty much stopped talking to my mother. long story, not gonna bore you with it. not speaking to my brother either. Riley's getting big. haven't seen Seth in forever and a day =[ i miss my nephews...

my sister had another surgery last week. the doctor thinks he's finally done with her nose. hopefully he finally got her pallate fixed too.

does anyone want a cat? he's well behaved for the most part. the only thing he does wrong is clawing the furniture, but it's not that bad. i love my kitty dearly, but my allergies have been getting really bad lately and i think it's time to give in...